That is so jake!

July 24th, 2006

10:37 pm
So like.. I don't really use this anymore.. its kinda emo..
Current Mood:

chipper

June 26th, 2006

04:16 pm
I got back last night from the musical trip..

It was amazing! I want to go back! I miss everyone so much already! It's so weird to go from being with people 24/7 to once a week..

I have so many pictures too! yay!

I'm glad to be home though..
Current Mood:

happy

June 3rd, 2006

02:50 am
Geeze it's been a while since an update!

So like yesterday and today were tons of fun!!

I was with Sara for over 24 overs! yay! lol.. Man and we were just shooting for 12.. lol.. We did tons of stuff and it was all lots of fun! yay!

Tonight I had guard camp.. it was really good except for the rifle thing I went to because I can't even do a left hand dropspin.. so therefore I couldn't do a single, double, or triple.. it pretty much sucked.. And I have to take another class that's pretty much the same thing tomorrow.. great! But it's all good..

Ok well I'm hungry so later!!
Current Mood:

hungry

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May 21st, 2006

04:25 am
The last two nights have been lots of fun!

Last night I got to hang out with the O'harans! yay!

And tonight I was at Liz's grad party and then we went out to Jacob's. Jacob's was a lot more fun than Liz's.. The guys were burning stuff and being stupid.. it was pretty entertaining..

Ok well I don't really feel like doing anything right now.. so later!
Current Mood:

groggy

May 12th, 2006

03:52 am
ugh... I don't even know anymore...

*edit*

seriously.. can things get any worse?
Current Mood:

pessimistic

May 6th, 2006

07:22 pm
ugh... I woke up at 8 this morning for nothing.. so I went back to bed around 9:30 and slept until 1:30... that was nice.. lol..

I'm excited! Anime party tonight! yay! We haven't had one in forever!

OK well I have a huge headache.. so I'm out.. later!
Current Mood:

tired

April 30th, 2006

10:12 pm
Prom was last night! It was fun.. I thought it'd be better.. but that's ok.. I'm glad I went!
Current Mood:

aggravated

April 22nd, 2006

12:53 am
So like Prom's next weekend! yay! I'm actually started to get excited about it!

wow.. I feel like I haven't talked to Cole in forever.. I'm glad I called her! Oh yea.. btw.. if you couldn't tell.. I'm talking to Cole.. lol..

OK well this is really pointless.. so yea.. I'm done.. lol..
Current Mood:

drunk

April 15th, 2006

05:14 am
Sara tagged me.. so I guess I'll do this.. and my cut thing still isn't working (grr..) so again.. sorry for the long entry!I've been tagged! :D

Four jobs you have had in your life:
1. Babysitter
2. Cashier at Fireworks City
3. Cokesbury Tent Sale
4. waxing my grandma's floor? I got paid, so does it count? lol

Four Movies You would watch over and over
1. Postman
2. How To Lose A Guy In 10 Days
3. The Wedding Planner
4. Sleeping Beauty

Four places you have lived:
1. Just Kansas City, MO
2.
3.
4.

Four TV shows you love to watch:
1. One Tree Hill
2. Gilmore Girls
3. The OC
4. Everwood

Four places you have been on vacation:
1. Colorado Springs and Estes Park, Colorado
2. Long Beach, California
3. Orlando, Florida
4. Wyoming

Websites you visit daily or frequently
1. Facebook
2. Xanga
3. Yahoo
4. Livejournal

Four of my favorite foods
1. Pears
2. Chicken
3. Mexican thing my mom makes
4. Chinese

Four places I would rather be right now:
1. partying.. anywhere.. lol..
2. Colorado
3. California
4. Bed

People I tag:
1. Amanda
2. ...
3. ...
4. ...
5. ... I have no one else to tag!

Four things I always carry on me:
1. clothes
2. my cross necklace
3. chip-stack
4. your mom

THE END.
Current Mood:

crushed
Current Music: Evanescence

April 6th, 2006

03:43 am
My cut thingy won't work.. so sorry for such a long post! But I really wanted to put this up here.. so enjoy!

Pick a fandom: Fruits Basket

1. The first character I first fell in love with:
Yuki
2. The character I never expected to love as much as I do now:
Kyo.. I like hated him at the beginning.. lol..
3. The character everyone else loves that I don't:
no one.. I love everyone! But Akito… ugh.. stupid rapist…
4. The character I love that everyone else hates:
Tohru… a lot of people think she’s annoying and stupid.. but I love her!!!
5. The character I used to love but don't any longer:
the Yuki-fan girls.. I used to like them.. but now they’re just so annoying..
6. The character I would shag anytime:
KYO!! OMG yes! sorry Sara.. lol
7. The character I'd want to be like:
I pretty much freaking love Tohru.. so her! And I resemble in her in a few ways already.. (ie.. blondness)
8. The character I'd slap:
Akito.. :-X
9. A pairing that I love:
TOHRU & KYO ALL THE WAY BABY!!! :-D
10. A pairing that I despise
Yuki and Tohru.. yes there are still stupid people going for that.. they should all be shot.. lol

Pick a fandom: Full Metal Alchemist

1. The first character I first fell in love with:
Hughes…
2. The character I never expected to love as much as I do now: Pinnako :-D
3. The character everyone else loves that I don't:
Envy… grr…
4. The character I love that everyone else hates:
Gluttony.. he’s funny… lol..
5. The character I used to love but don't any longer:
Roy kinda makes me mad.. but I still love him!!
6. The character I would shag anytime:
Winry.. definately lol..
7. The character I'd want to be like:
Al… he’s so nice..
8. The character I'd slap:
Ed.. he can be such a jerk sometimes!
9. A pairing that I love:
Winry and Ed.. duh!
10. A pairing that I despise:
Ed and Roy… ugh.. excuse me while I go barf.. and then go kill myself.. with the toilet I’m barfing in.. lol

Pick a fandom: Chrono Crusade

1. The first character I first fell in love with:
Rosette!
2. The character I never expected to love as much as I do now:
Father Remington and the old pervert!
3. The character everyone else loves that I don't:
I love everyone! But the evil people!
4. The character I love that everyone else hates:
Satella.. anyone who hates her is stupid! She’s amazingly cool!
5. The character I used to love but don't any longer:
none!
6. The character I would shag anytime:
Chrono! Who else?!?
7. The character I'd want to be like:
Rosette.. she’s so strong even through everything she has to deal with..
8. The character I'd slap:
Aion.. grr..
9. A pairing that I love:
Chrono and Rosette & Azmaria and Joshua.. I totally think that would be SO cute!
10. A pairing that I despise:
umm.. don't really know of any..
Current Mood:

drained
Current Music: Rascal Flatts- Me and My Gang

April 5th, 2006

03:08 am
We lost both soccer games...

But I'm in a really good mood anyways! I think's it's because during the varsity game, me and Rachel sat there and just talked.. it was really nice because we like never talk anymore.. so yay for that!

Alright well I'm really tired so later!
Current Mood:

calm

March 31st, 2006

04:07 am
Game got cancelled.. kinda dissapointed.. kinda not..

This week has actually been quite a good week.. but I've been pretty much depressed the whole time..

Hopefully this weekend will be better... and I'll actually enjoy it...

oh and btw.. I've already listened to I'm Moving On like 20 times.. and I plan on listening to it about 20 more times! It's pretty much my depressed song..
Current Mood:

crushed
Current Music: Rascal Flatts- I'm Moving On

March 30th, 2006

08:52 am
So like we totally won our first soccer game yesterday!! :-D The score was 3-0!! W00T!!

Other than that.. this week has pretty much sucked..

Oh and we have another game today against Kerney.. I really hope it goes well.. I'm really nervous though because their team is pretty good..

Oh well.. I'm in class.. so later!
Current Mood:

excited

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March 27th, 2006

04:27 am
I discovered something today...

I realized that my main group of friends really aren't my friends anymore... Like I mean we're still friends, but it doesn't seem like it.. Like when I think friends the first people that pop into my head are:

Stephanie
Sara
Nicole
Dan
church ppl (Chelle and Kass mainly)
Oharans
Hickman group

and in that order.. I feel bad.. but that's how it really is.. like Rachel and Amanda and all of them hang out all the time, but me, Cole, Hannah, and Trevor are like always left out of that.. We've all pretty much gotten used to it now though..

I really can't wait until school is out.. I've never wanted out as much as this before..

Ok so this song is from Wicked.. it totally works right now..

I'm Not That Girl Lyrics

Hands touch, eyes meet
Sudden silence, sudden heat
Hearts leap in a giddy whirl
He could be that boy
But I'm not that girl:

Don't dream too far
Don't lose sight of who you are
Don't remember that rush of joy
He could be that boy
I'm not that girl

Ev'ry so often we long to steal
To the land of what-might-have-been
But that doesn't soften the ache we feel
When reality sets back in

Blithe smile, lithe limb
She who's winsome, she wins him
Gold hair with a gentle curl
That's the girl he chose
And Heaven knows
I'm not that girl:

Don't wish, don't start
Wishing only wounds the heart
I wasn't born for the rose and the pearl
There's a girl I know
He loves her so
I'm not that girl
Current Mood:

depressed

March 26th, 2006

12:43 am
So I guess I'm not aloud to hang out with the O'harans unless Stephanie is there... great.. I just love my parents and their stupid reasoning...

But on a happier note.. Philly was amaaaaaaazing! It was SO much fun!!!!!!!!
Current Mood:

pissed off

March 21st, 2006

04:03 am - Philly.. here I come!
yay! I leave for Philly on the morning.. I hope it's fun!!!
Current Mood:

excited

March 18th, 2006

01:35 am - SPRING BREAK!!!!
So like.. it's Spring Break! yay!

I went to Brittany's house tonight and a bunch of us hung out.. it was a lot of fun.. there were a crap load of people there for a bit.. like 8 people got out of this one little car.. and they were all wearing black.. it was the funniest thing ever!

We're leaving for Philly in 3 days! I'm really excited!! yay!

Alright well it's late.. so I'm going to go to bed.. later!
Current Mood:

confused

March 16th, 2006

11:25 pm - stupid..
ugh! I can't stand Mr. Utterback.. he made me and Rachel go home today because we were walking.. we were on our 3rd mile and he yelled at us.. I was SO mad.. He told us not to come back to practice until we get our act together or something like that.. I just wanted to go off on him because he yells at us more than anyone else AND he doesn't even yell at half the other people who walk.. ugh he just makes me so mad! I took a 40 min. shower when I got home to cool off... It semi worked..

Alright well I have to babysit in a while and I'm really tired so I'm gonna go lay down for like 20 min. so later!
Current Mood:

pissed off
Current Music: Carrie Underwood- Some Hearts

March 6th, 2006

03:52 am - SQUEEEEEEE!!!!
OMG! NAKA-KON WAS THE BEST THING EVER!! I'M SO GLAD I GOT TO GO!! EEE! I'M SO HAPPY!

And I got pictures with Greg Ayres and Caitlin Glass! I also got both of their autographs! yay!

They are like seriously the nicest and coolest people ever! And next year me and Sara are going to cosplay! I'm so freaking excited!!!

Oh and I won a $60 Full Metal Panic DVD boxset!

I wish there were more conventions around here.. I absolutely love it because I fit in there better than I ever have anywhere else! It just makes me so happy!!
Current Mood:

ecstatic